The first quarter I had at FIDM, I would probably consider it to be the hardest time of my life. I arrived at college in a city that I had only sporadically visited; a city in which I barely knew anyone. While leaving the comforts of home to pursue my dreams, I struggled with basics like food shopping and even sometimes laundry. I had never realized the somewhat complexity of taking care of oneself completely as an adult until my arrival at FIDM. In a way I had to grow up and mature quickly while being only eighteen. The balance of school, the use of a credit card, transportation, sharing the apartment with insane roommates, food shopping, keeping the apartment clean, cooking, homework, and making friends was nearly impossible that first quarter. I also had to deal with being homesick across the entire country from my home and family (who I probably spoke to about ten times a day). But time went on, and I built a routine within a couple of weeks. I grew up rapidly, made new friends, decorated my room and even made study group sessions with my new friends.
This quarter, my fifth quarter, I have somewhat mastered my routine. I now room with my best friends, who I consider my sisters, am on the verge of getting an internship, and I also have a great study/homework routine. The whole “taking care of myself/ staying alive” balancing act that I failed at in my first quarter is now very easy for me. I know that my experience as a first quarter international student sounds dreadful, but I wouldn’t change this journey for anything. It made me the person that I am today; stronger, more outgoing, responsible, and a wanting for more in life. I even developed a better relationship with my parents and brother. I also developed an inexplicable adoration for my major. Fashion design is the very essence of what I want in life.


